MONDAY. TUESDAY. WEDNESDAY. THURSDAY. FRIDAY. 5 days to hols. Today included. somehow its after exams and thus I can post almost everyday. Today was the sculpture trail @ the river where we(SHPS) went last year; the start of the civilisation, just like how the Indus River was the start of the Indus Valley civilisation. Well, that was just an example. It was to appreciate ART. You know, ever since primary 4 IPW, any trail or outing w/ the sch all has some workbook that needs to be done, or at least SOMETHING to fill up. I know, its supposed to be educational but couldnt there be just ONE time where its just for leisure and where no workbooks are needed? It saves trees too. Break was at BK somewhere near the river, though we werent there at the start; we were walking around the CBD "admiring" sculptures. I guess some were quite nice though. In the middle of the UOB building and OCBC one was a sculpture which I think had quite a lot of meaning. True, it was kinda sick, I have to admit. It was called "Homage to Newton" and was somewhat futuristic and historic at the same time, I cant really explain it. Just go there and see for yourself. Its right behind the river. Before that we went to see the Bird(some sculpture) infront of the river and that was where we first saw them. Ahmad Ibrahim Sec ppl were there and we saw SHSS ppl. I practically knew EVERYBODY(sec 1s) like charlotte, iryan, zhi xuan, barbara, mark, hui yuen, wei na, veena, jer lun, kazuki, hannah, evelyn, hui xuan, apple, desmond, keith and some other 6/6 ppl to name a FEW. got 6/4, 6/1, 6/2 and 6/3 ppl too I guess. Eunice and I were hiding our faces:) but of course soon our cover was blown and wei na came along and we waved. Then bennett and hui xuan were like teasing each other. hmm. those guys frm my class thought that hui xuan was bennett's ex! she's a sc now. some ppl i knew were scs to and I couldnt really believe it. I felt really weird and sadistic as I could have laughed at them(of course I didnt). Technically AHS is a better sch but its just wrong to laugh at them. I'm a sadist but still you shouldnt stoop to such a lvl right? Its some moral lessons to be learnt.
Have you ever visited such a blog where a certain feeling is described so much that it starts to become 'emo'? Yes? Well, what impression do you get of them? Do you feel like becoming frens with them, or pity them(if they are sad)? Ppl have diff feelings about these type of things. Some will feel squeamish, some anguished, some will think its stupid. Me, I think it depends. Well, if u noe the person doesnt look like that on the outside and yet posts emo stuff on his/her blog, then there must be something SERIOUSLY wrong inside. Let me quote frm a blog(who else's?), no wait. let me just post the whole post then it might be ripping but then he wont know:
"people dont believe me. people dont understand me. people dont spare a thought. no. lashing out at people when they're unawares. i look like i walk properly only with a slight limp eh? guess again. wanna be inside me? wann feel the pain i feel? no, you dont. i bottle up my feelings and conceal it in a strong mask, no one can tell what im feeling, look into my eyes and see what you see. you see a glint of happiness of youth. you see a youthful glow. you see a plastered superficial smile. wanna be inside me? just for one day. you could cry yourselves dry. i tried so hard to maintain friendships, but it still doesnt mean that i wont one day be betrayed by close friends. thats the reason why ive decided to block myself out from the world, i dont want any good friends. i just want friends, to lead a normal secondary school student life in school. ive been betrayed countless times. no one in my life ever cares. the people who do would one day betray me as well. i dont know why people cherish friendship so much. it can one day turn from friendship to enmity between two people. whats my conclusion? never trust anyone but yourself. play your own game. live your own life. follow your own rules. walk your own road. scale your own mountain. you know yourself best, others only get the chance to see the facade. the exterior. your looks, your expressions. you know your problems better than anyone else. when people knock some sense into you, knock some into them. let them glimpse your world, for a day, an hour, a minute. let them understand. you arent the only one with problems, so live with it." SORRY THIS IS FOR THOSE WHOSE NAME IS NOT SHEEN OR CLARENCE. or whoever who has read it already.
Basically, as you can see, its practically CHOKEP UP w/ feeling and emotion. as quoted, "emoshit". Up to you to decide whether u like it or not; I think it shows a nice range of description. Ok, I dunno why I posted this but its just to show sometimes life can be like that and some ppl arent who they appear to be. Like what he said, a facade. Everbody has one I guess. If you find it chim then good luck. Its just SAD. shows hatred; anger; hurt. Ponder. Life is unfair. and shit always happens(as quoted frm somebody else). and I know this post is long (:
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MONDAY. TUESDAY. WEDNESDAY. THURSDAY. FRIDAY. 5 days to hols. Today included. somehow its after exams and thus I can post almost everyday. Today was the sculpture trail @ the river where we(SHPS) went last year; the start of the civilisation, just like how the Indus River was the start of the Indus Valley civilisation. Well, that was just an example. It was to appreciate ART. You know, ever since primary 4 IPW, any trail or outing w/ the sch all has some workbook that needs to be done, or at least SOMETHING to fill up. I know, its supposed to be educational but couldnt there be just ONE time where its just for leisure and where no workbooks are needed? It saves trees too. Break was at BK somewhere near the river, though we werent there at the start; we were walking around the CBD "admiring" sculptures. I guess some were quite nice though. In the middle of the UOB building and OCBC one was a sculpture which I think had quite a lot of meaning. True, it was kinda sick, I have to admit. It was called "Homage to Newton" and was somewhat futuristic and historic at the same time, I cant really explain it. Just go there and see for yourself. Its right behind the river. Before that we went to see the Bird(some sculpture) infront of the river and that was where we first saw them. Ahmad Ibrahim Sec ppl were there and we saw SHSS ppl. I practically knew EVERYBODY(sec 1s) like charlotte, iryan, zhi xuan, barbara, mark, hui yuen, wei na, veena, jer lun, kazuki, hannah, evelyn, hui xuan, apple, desmond, keith and some other 6/6 ppl to name a FEW. got 6/4, 6/1, 6/2 and 6/3 ppl too I guess. Eunice and I were hiding our faces:) but of course soon our cover was blown and wei na came along and we waved. Then bennett and hui xuan were like teasing each other. hmm. those guys frm my class thought that hui xuan was bennett's ex! she's a sc now. some ppl i knew were scs to and I couldnt really believe it. I felt really weird and sadistic as I could have laughed at them(of course I didnt). Technically AHS is a better sch but its just wrong to laugh at them. I'm a sadist but still you shouldnt stoop to such a lvl right? Its some moral lessons to be learnt.
Have you ever visited such a blog where a certain feeling is described so much that it starts to become 'emo'? Yes? Well, what impression do you get of them? Do you feel like becoming frens with them, or pity them(if they are sad)? Ppl have diff feelings about these type of things. Some will feel squeamish, some anguished, some will think its stupid. Me, I think it depends. Well, if u noe the person doesnt look like that on the outside and yet posts emo stuff on his/her blog, then there must be something SERIOUSLY wrong inside. Let me quote frm a blog(who else's?), no wait. let me just post the whole post then it might be ripping but then he wont know:
"people dont believe me. people dont understand me. people dont spare a thought. no. lashing out at people when they're unawares. i look like i walk properly only with a slight limp eh? guess again. wanna be inside me? wann feel the pain i feel? no, you dont. i bottle up my feelings and conceal it in a strong mask, no one can tell what im feeling, look into my eyes and see what you see. you see a glint of happiness of youth. you see a youthful glow. you see a plastered superficial smile. wanna be inside me? just for one day. you could cry yourselves dry. i tried so hard to maintain friendships, but it still doesnt mean that i wont one day be betrayed by close friends. thats the reason why ive decided to block myself out from the world, i dont want any good friends. i just want friends, to lead a normal secondary school student life in school. ive been betrayed countless times. no one in my life ever cares. the people who do would one day betray me as well. i dont know why people cherish friendship so much. it can one day turn from friendship to enmity between two people. whats my conclusion? never trust anyone but yourself. play your own game. live your own life. follow your own rules. walk your own road. scale your own mountain. you know yourself best, others only get the chance to see the facade. the exterior. your looks, your expressions. you know your problems better than anyone else. when people knock some sense into you, knock some into them. let them glimpse your world, for a day, an hour, a minute. let them understand. you arent the only one with problems, so live with it." SORRY THIS IS FOR THOSE WHOSE NAME IS NOT SHEEN OR CLARENCE. or whoever who has read it already.
Basically, as you can see, its practically CHOKEP UP w/ feeling and emotion. as quoted, "emoshit". Up to you to decide whether u like it or not; I think it shows a nice range of description. Ok, I dunno why I posted this but its just to show sometimes life can be like that and some ppl arent who they appear to be. Like what he said, a facade. Everbody has one I guess. If you find it chim then good luck. Its just SAD. shows hatred; anger; hurt. Ponder. Life is unfair. and shit always happens(as quoted frm somebody else). and I know this post is long (:
