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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
REVELATION. 4:46 PM
my world is somewhat split into two. one part is the studying, normal-life-of-a-soon-to-be-fourteen-year-old kid. and the other, is the television side. where all the dramas and celebs are located. so far, these 2 parts have not merged. ahh. I really really want to be stuck in that world, but I cant, of course. So I can only hope. But I also know that the celebs have their own private life and many flaws. I can't change them, but God can. and so I'm putting my trust in Him, praying, hoping, that they will actually know Him or draw closer[to Him]. I know not everyone will accept Him but I really really hope that the people I love will change for the better. And I dont know why I'm worrying about this; I'm not even 14! Am I thinking too much? Should I just let it go and let them live the life they're condemned to? Argh, I just hope that I wont care that much. Or am I supposed to...? Friends. Another aspect of life. You may have plenty of them, or even so little, but how many are true to you? and in the first place, what is your definition of 'true'? is it a friend who will never tell on you even if you do wrong (as shown by ms fadhzila, tgt with jeremy [or], louis and minxuan. haha.)? or someone who will stick by you through thick and thin (ie. in the case of kong long[trey ho] and xiao qi [nat ho] in 雨の味.) So now just have to pray. and hope; for a better view on this type of things. ---------------------- anw, to more 'normal' stuff, well, theres nth much. class tee has been decided upon and I dont like the colour. oops, brb tuition. back @ 6.31pm. anw, I'll update more soon. cont praying for my cca! to whoever out there :D if its really settled that quickly, then I'll join sheen for cca selection this fri:D haha. It'll be fun to see all the sec 1s. lol. but I dont think it'll be settled that soon! only 1 more day. and I doubt mr tan is that efficient. haha. oh yes I just found out that beth does know adeline! turns out she was in the tkgs softball team. no wonder she joined softball in ahs too. lol. though she said her mum wanted her in badminton=/ but I dont like sport ccas cos they're tiring and tough... >< somemore so many training days! oh well. blog again soon... hey, any shps ppl organising the cny gathering? dont tell me I really have to do it -__- lol. and no im not gonna invite the flirty girls._.
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