You don't know what really affects you until it hits you like a bullet train. You hear it coming before you see it, and then it slams into you head-on before you even have time to react. The worse thing is that the people on the train, driver included, don't know how much impact they have made in your life in that single moment. You are simply tossed aside while the train zooms into the darkness of the tunnel, back into oblivion. You're changed forever, and no one on this world feels it except you.
You can't even mention this to anyone because it's a feeling you can't express in words. When someone bungee jumps for the first time, the experience can only be described as 'exhilarating' or 'super duper cool' but no one will really understand how it feels like until they actually experience it themselves. Likewise, the impact someone has made on you is imprinted in your heart. No other human knows how it's like.
And of course, the heart is used to feel, not to speak.
Humans try their best to express their emotions and convey messages across to each other but nothing is ever 100% accurate. It is simply accurate enough to allow humans to understand, based on past similar experiences, what each other is going through. No one (except God, of course) can ever fully understand the plight of another person simply because different people react differently to the same situations. Although we say 'I understand' because we really feel as if we do understand, who's to say that two people's emotion of 'happiness' is really exactly the same? Exactly the same magnitude, exactly the same effects, exactly the same feeling? We can't know for sure. Ever.
I sometimes wonder about the future and whether 30 or 50 years from now I'll look back on this point of my life and go, "What in the world were you thinking?!" Or perhaps I'll go, "Indeed, this was your defining moment." I don't know whether what I'm doing now is right. The feelings I feel about my situations, about others' situations, they are simply that. Feelings.
It's hard to understand a language with no words.
If you're reading this, hello. I just want you to know that whatever ideals or dreams you have, they have affected me. They have changed me. I have my own ideals and dreams too, just that perhaps it's not what you had in mind. I'm content with what God has given me and I'm trusting God for His direction for me, for us.
The question now would then be, "Can we agree?" I wonder. How do we get past this barrier? What you want, what I want... How do we balance this?
We are same but different.
As for now, all I can do and all I need to do is surrender my life to God. And I pray that you would too.
KELLY.
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You don't know what really affects you until it hits you like a bullet train. You hear it coming before you see it, and then it slams into you head-on before you even have time to react. The worse thing is that the people on the train, driver included, don't know how much impact they have made in your life in that single moment. You are simply tossed aside while the train zooms into the darkness of the tunnel, back into oblivion. You're changed forever, and no one on this world feels it except you.
You can't even mention this to anyone because it's a feeling you can't express in words. When someone bungee jumps for the first time, the experience can only be described as 'exhilarating' or 'super duper cool' but no one will really understand how it feels like until they actually experience it themselves. Likewise, the impact someone has made on you is imprinted in your heart. No other human knows how it's like.
And of course, the heart is used to feel, not to speak.
Humans try their best to express their emotions and convey messages across to each other but nothing is ever 100% accurate. It is simply accurate enough to allow humans to understand, based on past similar experiences, what each other is going through. No one (except God, of course) can ever fully understand the plight of another person simply because different people react differently to the same situations. Although we say 'I understand' because we really feel as if we do understand, who's to say that two people's emotion of 'happiness' is really exactly the same? Exactly the same magnitude, exactly the same effects, exactly the same feeling? We can't know for sure. Ever.
I sometimes wonder about the future and whether 30 or 50 years from now I'll look back on this point of my life and go, "What in the world were you thinking?!" Or perhaps I'll go, "Indeed, this was your defining moment." I don't know whether what I'm doing now is right. The feelings I feel about my situations, about others' situations, they are simply that. Feelings.
It's hard to understand a language with no words.
If you're reading this, hello. I just want you to know that whatever ideals or dreams you have, they have affected me. They have changed me. I have my own ideals and dreams too, just that perhaps it's not what you had in mind. I'm content with what God has given me and I'm trusting God for His direction for me, for us.
The question now would then be, "Can we agree?" I wonder. How do we get past this barrier? What you want, what I want... How do we balance this?
We are same but different.
As for now, all I can do and all I need to do is surrender my life to God. And I pray that you would too.
